I can't
just can't
do everything once
it's rather hard to accept the fact that
you are not the smartest person in the world
you are not the most attractive person in the world
you are not that amusing
some people might see you as annoying
you are not that interesting
whatever you are good at, somebody is better
whatever you know, somebody knows more
you are not the best
you are not the worst

You are caught
in a useless, unwritten, unused life
in a middle, melancholy, modern American mind
in a bitter, unrewarding existence

all there is to do is
walk outside
look at the stars
and take her with you