I just realized that I spent a lot of my life
staring out the window
and looking at the stars
twinkling
wondering "what is the meaning of it all?"
over and over again
but
when I found out
that
there is no meaning
I realized
that I had spent
countless hours
attempting to explain
something that is beyond explanation
or attempting to describe
for weeks

something that could have been
said
in just
two words

nothing, really.