did you see everything that you wanted
to see
did you feel every awkward feeling that you wanted
to feel
did you touch everything that you wanted
to touch
and did it all happen at once?
will it happen again?

words form and reform,
your mouth moves
but only sight and
movement
happen

i am left in the dark
piecing together
the pieces
and creating my own story
of what happened
while i was away
while you were away
on vacation